Wednesday, August 15, 2007

The Pursuit of Happiness

*sigh* i cant believe it. Kelvin and I are officially FOREVER and ever over. Even as friends. Guess what? This is his last sms to me, its exactly the same, i didnt edit at all:

This is the last msg i sent you le..thnx for the chances you gave me..yet i never use it wisely & for the fun time we had as friend or stead..n go find a true guy n mus study hard hor..wan you go sec 3e..bye :D :D :D

And kinda surprisingly, tears did welled up. And little did i know, i was already sobbing. I just found out, deep inside me, i cant get over him. D: Why the hell should i have fallen for him? I should have stayed as enermies with him since last year. All this would not have happened then. ARRRRRRRR. Even though i tell myself, and even friends tell me that, its not worth thinking bout him, i still cant just *poof* and forget he ever existed. Its difficult. It just is. Time will heal everything? I just hope so.


With Love,
Rena

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